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Creativity (or lack there of)

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 17, 2008, 7:16 PM
This is my first entry, so let's see how it goes.
I'm going to vent:
I hate being creative. No, rather, I hate trying to be creative and NOT being. I have hit and miss moments with my artwork. I love to draw, I've done it as long as I can remember. Nowadays at school, since I've mature a bit, I'm trying to get my drawing to mature too. I try paying closer attention to details in hair, shading, highlights, all the elements that make fantastic artwork like I've seen on Deviantart. But it seems I lack a certain je ne sais pas about artwork. Trying to create things from scratch--from my head--always fails. I also lack the patience when it comes to really focusing my time and energy onto creating something meaningful. The time's thing a real issue these days with all my school and filmmaking and what-not going on.

I just realized that no ones gonna fucking see this and it makes me look like a bleeding heart pompous prick. Like really, who really cares what I think? But that's why I'm trying this journal thing out, maybe this community actually has some input and words of wisdoms, a resource that can help me further my desire and passion to draw. I don't want to lose it, but I'm afraid my life is taking me in new directions.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: the Simpsons in the other room
  • Reading: my own words, wondering if they matter

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*Mystik-Rider:iconMystik-Rider: 6 days 5 hours ago
:aww: Thanks a lot :snowflake::star: :iconmaddy-bunny: :star: :snowflake:

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*hedspace77:iconhedspace77: Apr 22, 2008, 10:43:14 AM
T :heart: H :heart: A :heart: N :heart: K
Y :heart: O :heart: U :heart: !!!
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~Ethlinn:iconEthlinn: Apr 21, 2008, 4:28:04 PM
thanks for all the favs :D
=arwenpandora:iconarwenpandora: Apr 21, 2008, 2:23:45 AM
thank you for faving gerard butler2 :hug::)

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~Stricnina:iconStricnina: Apr 15, 2008, 10:47:33 PM
:-)

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~TPollockJR:iconTPollockJR: Apr 11, 2008, 1:48:55 AM
Hey, thanks for the Fav and Watch...

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=eep:iconeep: Mar 19, 2008, 8:08:06 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :D
~JHarren:iconJHarren: Feb 20, 2008, 1:39:08 AM
Thanks for the faves and watch!
~NintendoManiac1992:iconNintendoManiac1992: Feb 16, 2008, 2:36:31 PM
Thanx for the fav!

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~the-Tooninator:iconthe-Tooninator: Feb 6, 2008, 5:59:45 PM
thanks duuuude

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~Destiny89:iconDestiny89: Feb 5, 2008, 2:29:25 AM
thank you so much for nice comments, i really appreciate such kind of support which pushes me to draw more and more ;-)
I also took a look at your gallery and i think your work is very individual. one of my favourites is "shaken". great work!
*edaoust:iconedaoust: Jan 28, 2008, 5:42:11 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:! :)

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~Steve-O-72:iconSteve-O-72: Jan 26, 2008, 6:28:15 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fav...!

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*thelonegunman:iconthelonegunman: Jan 25, 2008, 8:59:41 PM
thanks for the fav on because you can't

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*Oshouki:iconOshouki: Jan 25, 2008, 2:03:46 PM
thanks for faving my Abby sketch
~ljubagangster:iconljubagangster: Jan 25, 2008, 3:36:33 AM
thanx a lot for faving my Gangster Babe [link] !!!

glad you like it......

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~frenchi:iconfrenchi: Jan 24, 2008, 2:10:57 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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~idoow:iconidoow: Jan 23, 2008, 11:52:03 AM
thanks for the fav!

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~angrybr:iconangrybr: Jan 23, 2008, 1:31:24 AM
thanks for the fav on pepper project :D
~heavensCrestofAnime:iconheavensCrestofAnime: Jan 22, 2008, 5:41:06 PM
thnx 4 the fave!!^^

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